ya know what it's like? it's like. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

it’s like boarding school. so this isn’t something i talk about like ever but when i was 15 [god that was a long time ago] I went to boarding school for 2 yrs. and i left [involuntarily mind you] cause i was cutting. yeah i started cutting in vt cut for 10 yrs then stopped for 2 well a little over 2. in other words i haven’t cut in 2 yrs.
um. From what i remember they didn’t tell me exactly what was going on why i was leaving. I think i knew why. i don’t remember the words just that feeling. and then i was passed around from person to person. um i stayed in the nurses’ office w/ my mentor Kim for like. overnight on suicide watch. [well if i’m on su watch i’m sure as fuk not going to do anything that would go against that. i’m not stupid]. and i think i stayed w/ this one lady i don’t really remember. anyway back to my point. which was................um. that. oh that from what i remember it wasn;t my choice to leave. which i’ve already mentioned. but that relates to now cause it isn’t my choice to move now. it also wasn’t my choice to be raped. that’s irrelevant to this situation or boarding school. other than the choice thing.
um also. this whole past almost yr and a half. has been like that. i’m in a sense being passed around from person to person. jessica was my mentor for a yr and 2 months and then she moved. during which time i lived ad that other lady’s house for almost 2.5 months. then alexis for like 5. then christopher passed. then clint was my mentor for 5 months. dan moved in. valerie became my mentor. and i’m apparently moving.
at boarding school. they couldn’t handle someone like me someone w/ emotional problems. so they just gave up. the same as is happening now.