well. she's somewhat ok w/ it. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

she being steph. she’s somewhat ok w/ me moving. w/ missing out on this wonderful lady. and i feel. idinno. i don’t like this feeling. it’s like well i guess she doesn’t care this much otherwise she wouldn’t do it. and i don’t want to hear that whole if you love something set it free crap. that’ll just ignore my feelings. i don’t want to feel better about this right now. no.
ya know. i wasn’t acknowledged and so that to me says i’m not important enough to have been acknowledged. but that’s fine. i don’t care about her reasons also i already know them, so. yeah it’s a bit painful. but. i’m used to that.