i knew i'd regret it in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

um. right so amber didn’t come to the meeting yesterday. cause she had her baby. but honestly. as much as i don’t like amber. i’d rather have her there then steph. bc of personality. idinno i relate to amber more cause she’s not as sweet. well far as i know but i don’t really know her.
i didn’t want steph to be at the meeting. but also it was in her house so it doesn’t really work to tell someone not to be in their own place of residence. like if i was visiting my friend Mark and for some reason i didn’t want him in his own place. it doesn’t work to tell him that. and the reason i didn’t want steph to be at the meeting is cause then i’d be opening up. and whenever i’ve opened up to her lately i’ve always regretted it. this is specific to her.
well damnit.