OOC in Torridaussity Two

My emotions are OOC out of control. I am crying all the time and so unhappy and I am aside from seeing a therapist and changing my life completely out of options and I am not sure I am ready to head to therapy. I keep my deepest thoughts and private things to myself even this place doesn’t hold all of my secrets. It doesn’t help that it’s my time of the month. I am afraid it would be a waste because I feel like my private thoughts are too private for other people and it would be a waste to try and seek help when I don’t tell everything. At least I have here so people here can be supportive and listen to what I do share which is more than anyone else knows.