delicate ladies and rape in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

ya know. i’m a small lady. i’m delicate. [however i can also lift a 50lb. suitcase]. but that doesn’t. didn’t. give him an excuse to rape me. it’s not like ‘oh she’s small she won’t fight back’. i physically couldn’t when he was on me! which is the point. i didn’t know what was going on i only knew that it hurt. like a lot.

if anything. he should’ve been careful w/ me bc i’m small. he shouldn’t’ve pushed me into it. [well obviously. which is my point]. but then i wonder.......if he didn’t then......would he have later?

it was a rape that. i didn’t know existed. like i knew of rape but i didn’t know. it could happen that way. untill it did.