premed rape in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

premeditated i mean.

i don’t. know if it was or not the 2nd one. but apparently control is a form of violence and um rape is about control, so. that in turn makes it violent even though. mine wasn’t like. physically violent.

cause. before dating him i’d never seen him. i wanted to wait he didn’t so which well that makes it rape but.............idk about planned out. but i don’t know that anyone doesn’t plan to rape someone. we both wanted to have sex which then changed to rape. also that doesn’t answer if it was or wasn’t. no. i don’t know.............i’m having trouble w/ this.