um...........us in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

right so like i mentioned evan and i are an us now. we’ve been friends for 3 yrs. [well. we still are] and now we’re ‘us’. it hasn’t been that long it’s only been.......um well today’s the 3rd day. we decided tues. night. well. rather he sent me 2 texts 1 telling me i’m awesome and very cute [yeah that seems to be the consensus] and he needed cuddle time [he’s really cute like that. and sweet] and he’s sorry if he was pushy [we got together earlier that day] and that he likes me very much. and when i read that last part. that was when it got sealed for me. er rather that was what sealed it for me. what closed it. that was him eluding to the fact that we’re us now. and i’ve been thinking of him as mine for awhile. in that ‘you belong to me dean martin’ way. and i think he thinks of me as his. i hope. though he hasn’t said as much. i did a #girlsqual when i read that. and so i was on the phone w/ him when i read that.
and so we talked about us. well rather i did since i seem to do all the talking. no i talk a lot actually. esp. when the other person’s quiet. and i talked about how it wasn’t awkward and it’s just so comfortable. it’s not like this new person who doesn’t know anything about me. i don’t have to explain much to him about me. he already knows about my past. and he hasn’t run. and......wow. no i really like this. it’s the best part of my life. i’m so damn happy [well in this regard not. not in general] and it’s really unbelievable 1: bc i’m like never happy and B: bc this is actually happening. things like this don’t happen to me all that often.