women's lib in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘This is what women’s lib was all about. This is what. joan jett [love joan jett[ [or whoever] was all about. being............er not putting up w/ crap. and saying no. er, communicating it [cause just bc someone doesn’t verbalise it doesn’t mean it’s not been communicated]. and now i get it. better bc I’ve experienced it. i put up w/ a lot of crap. This relates to my situation bc for a long time i put up w/ her. bc for awhile things were ok. But now even though a plan’s been put into action and i’m thinking I’ll get a new service person. the feelings are still there. No. you don’t fukin own me. nobody owns me but me. The very thing tearing me down is the very thing giving me, dare i say it, this um ‘confidence’. well maybe that’s not the right word maybe it is idk. but the point being.’

copied from my fb. oh ‘her’ being amber. and yeah things were ok for awhile. untill they weren’t. untill the threats came. um. .................. oh. i had the better. untill i didn’t. and i know i deserve better than that. from anyone. which is why i think i should get that. which is why i think i will. and then maybe i’ll have ‘the better’ again. idk how to explain that more but maybe it already makes sense.