Thursday in New Diary

I got food from the Community Bread Basket. I got a good hall\I kept some of it and gave most of it to my fiancé. I just didn’t have room on in my fridge. This required me to leave my apartment. I was sitting outside with my fiancé and we were talking to this elderly black lady. Rather chocolatechip was talking to her. \I suggested we go have a cigarette. We went down to the smoking area and then Tim joined us. Then we went to the Community Room to get our food.

There was a lot of people getting their food. Right a way I started getting nervous. I just doing like being around those people. Paranoid me I thought they were talking about me or were about to say something smart. But nothing like that happened and I am sure nobody was talking about me. But still that was what I was thinking at the time. Fortunately, I didn’t have to stay down there that long.

I don’t know how I am feeling these days. I think I am bummed out about next month’s budget. Stupid me I ran up my credit car bill. I owe them $88.18. Fortunately, I can pay it off but I will be hurting in September. Next month is going to be very rough.

Last updated August 20, 2015