I Need... in Him

I need to place my lips onto another set
I need to make my mind forget how it’s been you all this time
I know the newness of another must come, but I’m not ready
I’m in fact nervous where I’m usually steady and it’s not fair
I am trying to clean up our yesterdays but the mop is very dirty with each swipe
I’m saturated with your oil on my hands and I just might go crazy because I think I still want you though I’m ready for something new
That newness I’m afraid of because the new isn’t you
I need you…to leave me…soully
Deliver me…
from
you