Flow in The Stuff That's Not Interesting But Is The Most Interesting Stuff I'll Write

So a lot has happened since the last entry, but I really don't feel like writing all of it.  I'll just breeze through most of it.

The last night for the karaoke night I've been going to since January was last week.  It was a sad night because I realized that that was my entire social life.  I would pretty much only go out on those nights because that was where I felt like I ruled.  Now it's gone... I was very depressed.  So I decided to switch things up by becoming less reliant on the people I know and I went out on a weekend... something I hadn't done since September.

Well, I ended up running into the guy that I really liked earlier this year.  He's older, although I'm not sure how much older, he has a mohawk and tattoos.  Totally my type... all love to Mikey and his attractiveness, but Dave is much more the kind of guy I've always seen myself with in my head.  Whatever, I've got other stuff going on...

Last night, I went to the first karaoke night after the resignation of the previous host and it was pretty awful.  I ended up going across the street and hanging out with David (the guy from the last entry) and his boyfriend Mykel.  I always have so much fun with them, and I don't really know why I get along with them because I've never gotten along with guys like them before.  It's truly a mystery to me.  Maybe I'm becoming more mature or cognitively complex about my perceptions with my friends.

I won't say that everything is great, but I can't let myself get overwhelmed by the issues that get in the way.  My mother is still difficult, but that's like being shocked that the Pope is Catholic.  I'm just going to go with the flow and do my best to keep it real every day.