oh good.my dad's going to be involved. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

for those who don’t know i don’t like my dad. i mean he’s a good guy but he just. wasn’t there and so now i won’t let him be. also i’m afraid of him. and. i just don’t want to bridge the gap between us. i’m ok w/ how we are.

but lately my mom’s been getting him involved. apparently he’s going to come to every meeting. which i don’t want and she knows this. look if something’s not broken. then don’t break it ya know? don’t make it worse. which is funny that i’m saying this bc i’ve done that myself made things worse. i think it’s more about my mom then me. i feel like she’s not respecting me. [again yes i realise i have no room to talk here].

i know what to do about this, so. don’t need to be told.