I Will Write This And Be Done in meh...

1) My sister’s mom took her plates before I was able to get my own. I’m afraid to drive because I have a traffic warrant from years ago and to be a double threat (black & woman) I’m not really wanting to risk being pulled over. So…guess who is taking the bus tomorrow??

2) My daughter didn’t have grandson when I was supposed to pick him up TWICE. I was supposed to take him to my nephew’s birthday party and have him for the weekend. That didn’t happen. I’m done with her for a while.

3) My cousin made a big to-do about me not hanging with the family. An opportunity came up and I wasn’t told about it. Then she said she wished I was there.

4) Now that I’m mobile, I was asked, “So when are you coming to my house.” Bitch, I’ve been at my place for over a fuckin year and you have YET to visit me. Fuck you.

5) Found out that I was pitied and given the free cruise, but this trip, that I thought was just two cousins chilling, has turned into all the girl cousins going on a trip. I’m not feeling this.

6) I went to my nephew’s birthday party. I wasn’t going to stay because he is a little shit. I want to have a relationship with him but he has been poisoned against me by his dad, I’m sure. I walk in gift in hand and hug him and tell him happy birthday, he acts like he doesn’t want me to touch him. Then, as I’m leaving, I hold out my hand in a “gimmie 5” way he barely touches my hand. The only reason I stayed at the party was because my mom wanted me to.

I have been in a shitty mood since Friday.
People have been driving like total idiots all weekend.
I don’t have anymore Mondays off.
I’m incredibly sad and have been crying since yesterday.

Now, I’m going to bed.

Kindest regards,
Sister