i'm on both sides, as it were in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘I don’t know if i’ve ever actually stated this but i’m on both sides as it were. in terms of sexuality. i’ve mentioned it quite a few times on fb but i’ve never detailed what it means to me. i’ve never. really thought about that actually. i don’t. i don’t know what it means to me. when i was 17 and i thought i was a lesbian i hated it. not cause i have anything against lesbians/LGBT people in general i don’t. but bc of how i personally felt. i um when i came out to my then best friend she said ‘well you’re still aren’t you?’ and she was right. i am.was.

i haven’t talked to her in yrs. i. well that’s another story for another time.

when i told my friend. idk former friend maybe? lindsey about the SA or that i had been. i remember we were talking about it once and she pointed out they took everything from us. including our sexuality. i think that’s true for me but i don’t know how others feel. we also haven’t talked in yrs. but again another story.

i used to be ok w/ being on both sides. but i don’t think i completely am. bc of the SA.’