so. um nothing happened. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so. while evan & i didn’t plan anything for today we also didn’t. not plan anything either. yeah last wk. when we talked about it i told him my schedule and he’s like ‘idinno what i’m doing next wk.’ and that was it. it wasn’t like ‘so if i don’t have plans i’ll come and see you’ or even ‘i won’t’. and yet i’m somehow a little disappointed. which doesn’t seem fair to me to be disappointed when. it was/wasn’t planned. [yeah i know it’s confusing but now you get how i feel]. except. maybe it does. cause maybe i’m disappointed that we didn’t make plans.