A Bunch Of Stuff Put Together in meh...

He was talking to someone in the back of the bus. I was minding my business. I guess it wasn’t enough to just sit where he was sitting. I didn’t even see him when I got on. I guess the person to whom he was speaking got off the bus and then he made himself known. He sat in front and across from me. Turned to say say hello, I waved and the proceeded to move and move scooting back and forth in his seat until he got off. I smiled, chuckled to myself and shook my head at the obviousness of it all.

I need my ego to come out to play and breathe a little. I did that yesterday. I felt a little better because of it.

I went to a jazz set last night at a wine bar called The Dark Room. It’s cozy. And by cozy I mean small (lol) but it’s nice. They had items to “nosh” (that’s what the menu said) and these drinks. If I’m out and I spend almost $30, best believe I will have had at least 3 drinks and something to eat. My drink was $9, my friends was $9 and she bought something to nibble on. Perhaps I’m just use to dives. Guess I’m grown now. Spending grown money for grown fun. LOL But I don’t mind. I’m not really one to worry about that when I go out. If I do my research on where I’m going I will not be surprised when the bill is what it is.

While there, I ran into…how can I put this? A former “in-law” you can say. While my children’s father and I were not married, I was around his family for ages. His uncle was married to a woman that everyone behaved in their normal fashion. She was a darling while she was in their face, but they talked bad about her behind her back. So when she and the uncle were getting a divorce, it was as if I was supposed to just hate her because she was doing this, and doing that. I wasn’t there. I don’t know what went on between her and uncle. Wasn’t my business. I make up my own mind about people. Like BFF, before she and her guy were official, he was with someone else. She told me I couldn’t befriend his girlfriend or if I saw them in a car and they offered me a ride I better stand out in the cold and wait for the bus. While the scenario was hilarious at the time, and it was thought that I would do whatever she wanted me to out of loyalty, I will always do my own thing. I know why she didn’t like her so to speak, but I have no stake in any of this. That’s the way I feel about the person I saw last night. She’s never been anything but nice to me. I hugged her and she embraced me just the same. She said we would have to exchange information, but I think that was for some kind of business type something. She apparently makes jewelry. She gave me a card. I told her I didn’t have a card yet and that I’m not fancy enough yet. LOL…It was good to see her though.

I’ve been having a neck problem. Ever since the bug I caught, my neck gets this feeling when I swallow. The last time I neck felt this way was after me and Him had sex. He was holding, almost cradling my head while we were getting it on and for a little while my neck felt like it couldn’t hold up my head and that it was balancing by a beam. It was weird, but it went away. I’m wondering if I’m sitting wrong, or sleeping wrong or if I need supports on my couch or something. I don’t. It’s not a pain that makes me want to scream or is debilitating, but it’s noticeable.

Hmm…

On that note, I’m out of here for now.
Have a great day.

Kindest regards,
Sister

Last updated August 15, 2015