huh so that was weird. dinner. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘so yesterday morning at 2 I noted them and said i’d like corn for dinner and thank you. so dinner time rolls around and nothing happens. they don’t tell me dinner’s ready but I hear them in the kitchen. well steph tells jenn they should get dinner started. so i’m like ‘unless they got something for me........’ which they sometimes do burritos or fries. fast food. and i’m also thinking ‘well I have other food here, so’. i’d be ok.

well so steph finally goes upstairs [as her room’s upstairs. like that’s the entirety of the upstairs is her room] at 40 past midnight last night. and I look in the fridge to see if they got something for me. they hadn’t. but what they’d done is already put corn in amicrowave container and put it on my shelf. I don’t know who did that. if it’s jenn or kris that’s fine. if it’s steph it’s nt. I don’t know that asking would do anything. cause if I ask steph who did that and she tells me she did then i’ll get put out. so i’m better off not in a way.

it was just weird that they didn’t tell me dinner was ready when it was ready. that’s my only point to this entry was that they didn’t tell me. they’ve never done that. like yeah I don’t eat w/ them [well not yet anyway] but i’d still like to be acknowledged. instead of waiting until after midnight for steph to go upstairs so I can eat. I don’t ever microwave food when anyone’s in the kitchen. ‘