Roll Credits. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

I always love the 4th of July party. There used to be SO MANY people. It felt far more subdued. Still had a good time, somehow better than last year.

It felt like a movie ending.

I got anxiety over making meatballs. Chopping shit takes FOREVER. I managed to power through the onion without crying. Woo. After that, it went pretty quickly. I took pictures and maaay post them. I had one or two before I brought it to the party, and it was SO GOOD. I had leftovers, but I had a couple people say it was delicious. YAY, APPROVAL. I was oddly not that hungry. I just ate Erik’s siratcha chicken.

Jesse’s old friend Carlee was there. Apparently, the initial hug was long enough that she commented that she hadn’t been hugged like that in a while. I’m so glad I’m more confident than I used to be.

Ended up striking up a conversation with this guy Kevin. I’ve seen him at this social gatherings before. Always got a positive read off of him, but never really chatted. We got to talking about lifting, and dude, I never fucking have anybody to talk to. It was so nice talking to someone.

Evan and I kind of dared each other to skinny dip. So we did. We were a little annoyed that nobody joined us, but whatever. We waited until dark. While we wanted to be nude, we also didn’t want to wave our genitals at anyone. Running around naked and trying not to be seen is the fun part! Liz told me later that she saw my balls. I GAVE HER WARNING! (She once came over, not knowing I was in my undies. And uh, my undies kind of flatter my balls.) Figuring that my genitals were probably a bit small in the open night air, I joked to Liz that the water was cold, and that it gets bigger. Oh yeah, no doubt my penis was super tiny. I did shave my balls recently, so hopefully my balls looked nice. As for the dip, I liked the feeling of water openly going through my ballcrack. It was a little cold, but not too cold; my foreskin was super tight. Good times. For a bunch of liberals, I’m really surprised nobody else joined us, even if they didn’t get naked.

Erik’s little sister, Jesse, got super upset. Without getting into the details of why she was crying, her boyfriend didn’t even TRY to comfort her. She was a little drunk and just kept reiterating stuff over and over again, but it’s plainly obvious she blames herself for things even though she’s done nothing wrong. And just wants to feel loved and appreciated by someone she’s really into. Evan and I just kind of sat next to her and let her talk, occasionally handing her tissues and rubbing her back.

Might be an afterparty tomorrow. I’ll touch base with Erik. I <3 playstation dildo Frisbee.

Last updated July 05, 2015