Role Play in meh...

I mostly have misleading titles.
I’ve not actually been role playing, but I’ve been thinking, putting myself in a position.

What would I be like as a lesbian.
No, I’m not thinking of switching teams. To each their own, it’s just not my thing. I have had a crush one woman, but it’s just a persona of her that attracts me. I would not go there as she is a good friend. But even if she wasn’t I wouldn’t go there because that’s not my thing.

I explained the hell out of that and it made me sound guilty as hell. LOL

Thing is, I’ve taken to watching The L Word. I’m almost done with the first season. If i were to be a lesbian, I would be kind of like Shane. Rather androgynous and pimp/player. LOL Not androdgynous. I would be a woman that looks like a woman, but my behavoir will be all pimp. LOL I’m serious. I have player tendancies, I just don’t use them. Well I use them on people I don’t like. Why run game on someone you don’t and waste time? Thing is, I would get a lot farther in this love game if I would reverse my habits.

I’ve been imagining me and crew in a club somewhere and I would see a guy walk in and we lock eyes and I’d head nod, What’s up and he’d grin and nod back. Then the whole night we’d glance at each other until we meet by a bathroom. In real life, if we bumped into each other at the bathroom, I wouldn’t say anything to him because I’m a geek that thinks everyone is out of my league. LOL

Thing is, if I see a guy and I just like to look at him, I will mental leave a conversation with whomever I’m sitting with, lean over, like a guy, and watch the dude pass by. I’m a heterosexual woman with a male-like attitude about gawking at the opposite sex. I will give long, slow blinking stares. And won’t care who sees it.

Maybe that’s why I don’t have a car. The pimp in me woud awake. LOL I don’t mind one nighters, although at this stage in life, I would prefer to not add numbers and notches to my belt. I think I’ve done well in my adult life to curb my enthusiam about the opposite sex.

So after reading this. Me as a lesbian? I will have to start out with boards on my windows and flatten my own tires like all the time. It would be crazy. LOL

This was a fun write.
One of the things about life is it’s about perspectives.

Kindest regards,
Sister