today and i. just tired. and 4 yrs. and wow vivid. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

I. as I’ve put it’s been 4 yrs. since my maternal grandmother passed. and. it really hit me this yr. I just. remember everything so vividly. the service and the time I found out and what song was going through my head. and I know why it was too. the days after the days before leading up to. it. her passing.
I think. bc of all the other recent passings. as mentioned my um. stepgrandmother passed a little over a month ago. Christopher passed this wk. um. someone in his family passed. yeah wow.
i’m just. tired right now. well i’m always tired but today. a little more than usual.