Pity Party in Torridaussity Two

I am having one hell of a pity party today. Crying off and on all day and eating enough junk food I will probably make myself sick. It doesn’t take much a few weeks ago I got really sick and haven’t been myself since. That’s part of the problem. I am depressed over being alone and seriously if one more scam artist tries to pretend they are in love with me I may vomit. I had 4 this week alone. Is that seriously all I am able to attract? I am sorry that and men who think I am good enough for cyber sex, but not a real relationship. I am feeling the financial crunch of my hours at work being so drastically cut back and I just want to curl up in a ball and scream and cry and have someone hold me, but there is no one to hold me. Like I said a royal pity party. I do hope you are all doing well. I hate to be so down, but this is literally the only place I can dump my feelings. My friends don’t get it and I don’t want to say anything to my parents as they have enough problems of their own. I just need people to read and not judge and not tell me that it will be alright just to tell me it’s ok to have a pity party because I need one.