sometimes. personalities just don't work. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

this is from june 21st:

‘Steph and I. we’re 2 different people. she as I’ve mentioned isn’t low key. and I am. and I prefer people who are. some people don’t and that’s fine. i’m not someone who talks a lot about my emotions. I blog about them which is also fine. some don’t ok.
our personalities just don’t work. she’s doing everything she can w/ what i’m giving her which isn’t a whole lot. being around her is v. taxing for me. even if she’s not talking to mme just hearing her. being all bubbly and happy. omygod.
the best time I’ve had in awhile. was when it was just me,jenn, kris and steph living here. that was so great. she was out of the house more which meant I didn’t hear her. which made it a lot easier to put up w/ her. hey i’m not easy to put up w/ her. but that didn’t last v. long and I wish it had. although. if it had I probably wouldn’t appreciate it as much. I mean it would still be good.
as much as I b**ch about it and go on about it that’s really what it comes down to. ‘