so it's gone from a 10 to a 9 in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

this is from june 19th:

‘so on wed. like I said. I took a shower. and changed into the clothes i’d brought w/ me. and that was v. upsetting for me. I didn’t like that.

well I just took a shower. and. it wasn’t as upsetting bc I only changed into a shirt and a scarf. I kept the pants and socks. [i’ll change the scarf and shirt later. I don’t change scarves until I get tired of the one i’m wearing. and i’m not yet. again not living my life to please steph]. ‘