oh wow. depression and blogging. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
- June 27, 2015, 11:57 p.m.
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this is again from june 22nd:
‘yeah so steph wants me to open up to her. I’ve already gone over why I don’t. so.
um so..........
I don’t know if she wants me to blog. she knows I have a blog but she’s never seen it. um. and idinno. I now feel like i’m somehow abnormal for blogging and not wanting to open up. like there’s something wrong w/ me. it might be just a feeling but again feelings have a lot ofpower. like a lot. and I feel like opening up to her would be good enough and since I don’t. I don’t feel like i’m good enough. which contributes to my depression’
Deleted user ⋅ June 29, 2015
you shouldn't show your friend your blog because it's your own personal thoughts...I gave the link to my friend of open diary back in the day and she basically yelled at me for being sad and unconfident which is a wierd reaction considering sharing my feelings is a sign that I trusted her and thought she would support me and be understanding.