no one r*pes the willing. [on SA] in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

this is actually from june 24th:

‘yeah so my friend [evan] & I were talking recently. as we do. and he said something eluding to the fact that [I don’t want to remember what] that I chose to be rp............’that’. and when he said i’m like ‘hey. I didn’t choose to be. I didn’t choose. ‘that’. cause I didn’t. as obvious as it sounds no one r*es the willing.

he can be insensitive at times. which is funny cause he’s actually a really sensitive person. as am I. but I just. wow. I know he has his reasons but a part of me. doesn’t care. I feel like sometimes when I think about the reasons why someone did something like that it excuses it. like oh it’s ok. no. it’s not. ever. not what happened to me and not what he said. and that’s why I don’t want to think about the reasons. ya know like it wasn’t as bad. er I mean it wasn’t bad. ok idk how to explain this right now. um..................ef.ok so. no actually that makes sense. I think