it's just. odd. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so i’m healthy. er well i’m health-ier than I’ve been in. awhile. for the most part. it’s just. odd. i’m not drinking i’m not smoking I haven’t had any major relapses. I mean i’m physically healthy. i’m not sure how much I weigh but I have some idea and I hope i’m right. this is the first time ever I’ve kept track of my vitamin. and what i’m getting. stuff like that. oh and i’m not cutting either. or anything like that. [actually I haven’t in 2. I did for 10, so].
I’ve read that. [although I don’t have this experience]. for people who have chronic pain. when they don’t have it it’s just odd.