she thinks i wore them. she also thinks i brushed my teeth. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

something else that happened recently. w/I the last wk.

‘which well more often than not I have been brushing my teeth. um but no.

so on mon. before clint [again he’s my new mentor] came I um. I was waiting around not doing much of anything when steph asks me to brush my teeth. [well actually she asks if I can. I don’t like the word ‘can’]. and I already had twice that day. so I went into the bathroom and just literally went through the motions. cause a: like I said i’d already done it twice and 2: I have certain times when i’ll do it and that wasn’t one of them.
she thinks I did then.

ok so I have what they call the blue outfit. last wk. right when I got back from my mom’s I sewed blue thread onto a pair of pants a shirt and a pair of socks. she thinks I’ve worn those this wk. I haven’t. [I do have other unmarked clothes to wear btw]. but I don’t think telling her I hadn’t worn those is going to help us move forward, so.

I have a problem. w/ using too much of something and I don’t care esp. if i’m not the one paying for it. well so last night steph brought up this fact. I’ve always used ‘too much’ laundry detergent. i’m embarrassed about it which is why I don’t bring it up. I kknow how not to do that I just don’t. if i’m not paying for it or if someone tells me that if I don’t stop i’ll be paying for it [which basically in my book is a threat] then i’ll stop. and steph didn’t say I was going to pay for a new washing machine. but she also didn’t say I wasn’t. she just asked if I wanted to. um no. and then she’s like we’re going to have someone observe me while I do my laundry. oh well when someone does that then ofcourse i’ll do it their way. and she brought jen up. well like I’ve put i’ll make exceptions for jenn but not steph. steph even asked me if I could use less detergent for her. ok a: again don’t like the word ‘can’ and 2: no. I won’t do it for her. [this isn’t true of everyone just her]. don’t ask me not to do it for you just ask me not to do it.
i’ll do it their way until they let me do it mine.

this is only the 2nd time the washing machine detergent thing’s been brought up since I’ve been living here, so.’