clint. music. crying. maybe my depression's getting better? in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so again as I’ve mentioned. Clint loves music. well twice when we’ve been in his car going somewhere we’ve listened to music. and I start crying a bit. I don’t cry in front of people like ever. and he doesn’t say anything about it which is fine. actually. but the music. it just. it just hits me ya know? it’s like. he knows how to get me to feel stuff. w/o. saying anything. well I guess I already do but the music brings that out. I’ve been depressed for so long. er I mean. like. I’ve had clinical depression since I was 13 but this recent bout of it. is the ‘so long’. that I just. don’t feel a whole lot anymore fully. except tired. all the time.