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I am so fucking tired.

I really just want to sleep. why is that so fucking hard?

I am livid. no, not at my son. I just hate being so fucking tired all the time and it spirals me into depression and I also fucking hate nursing, it makes me livid too.

It's 1 am and he's been up since 9, I don't fucking get it.

I'm pregnant and I'm tired enough as it is.

I want to punch something and why Iis this easier for other people? why do their kids fucking sleep and mine doesn't?

Why did we choose to have another baby if they don't fucking sleep. maybe this was a mistake. whatever, I can't take it back now.