well i. had an interesting day yesterday. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

I um. I typed this entry up last night but then. something happened to it and it went away. g*damnit. well what can ya do? [don’t get me started on that lol]. yeah so anyway. yesterday. I........... went to my mom’s. the bus driver jim was really enthusiastic when he saw I had my tickets and bus ID. he’s like ‘you get an A+!’. um. tone it down but also thank you.
yeah so when we were in cherry creek I forgot part of one of the streets was blocked off. so we went another way. I got there fine and all that.
then I. went out. I fuk what’d I do? um..............I. I went out after putting my stuff in my room. I went to safeway where I got odwalla chai and their red rhapsody which I didn’t like. yeah their smoothies aren’t v. good. which is why I got the chai. so I sat outside and drank it. and then I. went back inside and got 2 bottled tea er. I mean 2 bottles of tea peach and sweet. I hadn’t had the peach kind of that brand before which is why I got the sweet. yeah I didn’t like the peach.
so then I went to my park. and sat in the tunnel and thought. I don’t know that I’ve ever written about the tunnel. I like tunnels. I haven’t been to my park in awhile.
then I went to the mall I think. where 2 interesting things happened.
so since the main entrance is blocked off you have to enter via a store. the first time I entered through a dept. store. yeah I don’t like. going to dept. stores by myself. I uh had a problem w/ them and. being in them by myself is too tempting, so. [although on that note it’s been 8 yrs. since, so. I know i’m being vague here]. and due to the temptation that’s why I don’t often go to them.
the first interesting thing that happened was that when i was in the food court by the chinese place i saw alyssa in there. and since i don’t like unplanned conversations w/ people i don’t know i went into the nearest store which was a sports store.
so then i went. i don’t remember. after which. i went back to the mall. that time I entered through urban outfitters. and that was fine. I think I was going..........well I don’t remember where I was going. to. maybe quite possibly safeway idk. um anyway.
yeah so in the sitting area of the mall. well I was of course sitting. and writing. and I see this thing out of my periphs. and at first I thought it was maybe my hair had come undone or someone was trying to get my attention [which, well] someone was]. well turns out it was a plastic spider. I was all lookin around until I figured it out. when I did I thought it was funny. the guy sitting across from me thought it was too. he was Asian looked to be 19. he was apparently maybe making a student film. or something. or maybe he and his friends just wanted to see people’s reactions. even though I didn’t say anything to him about it I was hoping we’d get coffee together [not that I had the money]. no but that’s all he wanted. was the reaction thingy. oh, well i’m disappointed.
ok so after that I. went to. safeway again by where rite aid used to be. and this guy was looking in the window. and I told him ‘well you can try’ as in well you can sure as hell try and see if anyone’s working there. but since it had moved no one was. he was looking for some WD40.
maybe I was just super approachable or something yesterday idinno. cause people don’t usually approach me.
so then. right when I was 2 mins. from my mom’s my um. [er ‘my’. I was thinking about something else when I put that]. uh no. it started rain raining. this was at 4:20 .
so at 5 we had dinner since my mom had tech for her show at. well she left at 5:30. and after that not a whole lot happened for like. 3. 5 hrs. oh well after dinner we had cake my mom had bought. 3 little cakes cut into 3 pieces. I like cake. so between 5:40 and like 6 I got some of the stuff from what used to be the sewing room and put it in my oom. it was in boxes. um I had a peppermint at some point that was exciting. oh yeah. [i’m kidding btw]. I like those dudes. and then I rearranged some of the stuff in my room a bit.
so at 8:30 I had the leftover pasta. and then at 9:10 I hadpasta. and I went through the stuff. it wasn’t I mean it got too real. which I knew it would. oh and van called during that time. I told him what had been going on w/ the me maybe not having some place to live thing. he was spiking out at the time so. he wasn’t all that helpful. we hung up.
and as usual I ate later that night. and um that was it for yesterday/last night.