5/20 in --

I am so tired! I can barely function today. I started working out last week again after a two month hiatus and I have less energy and I’m much more worn out than normal. I’m trying to eat enough to balance out the workouts with breastfeeding but I still feel so tired.

I also don’t have much patience. It’s hard because Cannon is a normal almost-three-year-old who is constantly pushing boundaries and antagonizing his sister, and I just don’t have the energy for it. I’m glad Jacob will be off work after this week.

I wrote Jacob an e-mail about my concerns. It’s a lot easier to express myself through writing. I think he understands better what I need him to do.

I forgot what else I wanted to write about. I can’t think much.