well now i'm just depressed in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

well. that seems er apparent since I have clinical depression. no uhm............I mean it’s worsened. I don’t want to do much of anything. including cut or drink. or smoke. i’m not like. super unmotivated. i’m not. where I was the last time I got like this when all I wanted to do was sleep. i’m just a lot less motivated as of late.
when my mom told me I cried. and she said ‘i’m sorry’. I just. I want to hear people care. so..........I.........