um. it's weird. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

my stepgrandmother was 90 [god my relatives live to be old. my maternal grandmother lived to be 90 she passed 4 yrs. ago next month and my. um. my dad’s mom will be 89, 90 in july. my mom’s dad’s 94 95 in july] so it’s not like it’s a tragedy or anything. it’s just. idk sad. and weird. I don’t feel like it actually happened even though it did.