dexter and the indian guy in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

like I mentioned earlier Dexter’s the guy from the phillipines who emailed me. he’s funny and seems nice but idinno. I don’t know if he’d take me seriously or not. well it’s not like when we eventually. er get together we ‘have’ to do it [I mean. er as in get together] more than once. no if it doesn’t work then. it doesn’t work. and maybe he is sincere I don’t know.
so I’ve been emailing this indian guy. and he seems more sincere then dexter. and I like that. actually he mentioned in his email he was cooking and having wine and I right away pictured raj from ‘big bang’. I like that show.
ya know. things were so much safer back before I put myself out there. see this is why it scared me. is bc I didn’t know what was going to happen. I still don’t in a sense.