"most people who go to bars are lonely" - lou in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

Lou was [well she still is] my friend from my bar. I still have her # it’s on my other phone which. I need mins. for. she’s a good friend although we haven’t been in contact in forever.

yeah so prior to my going overseas I. I remember one of the days I was at my mom’s it’s like. in a way i’d do almost anytihg to be around i’m people. i’m not a particularly friendly person unless i’m at a bar. and then i’ll talk to anyone. no I prefer keeping to myself. uh so anyway. I went into the chipotle for a bit then to the pizza place across the way. I was looking for. company even if it’s just the staff. and i’m looking for company bc i’m lonely bc i’m heartbroken which. was caused by me not talking to evan. i’m not good when i’m lonely. I’ve, done a few things I shouldn’t’ve. well not as of late. but I mean in the past. I know what to do about it i’m jus sayin. that’s actually why I started going to as I call it the horse bar. the bar that’s down the street from where I live. to be around people. and I like being around people and not like. interacting w/ them. ya know? to be around other people who are lonely and we can all be lonely together.