i've learned. not to say anything. and tact. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

again i’m bitching. which is actually part of this.

see Stephanie has this habit. of telling me how i’m feeling. like ‘I know it makes you uncomfortable’ or ‘I just want you to be comfortable’. multiple times she’s told me this. yeah. I get it. and I feel like if I told her how much it annoys me then she’d you know. go on about it for 5 mins. insteadof ‘ok it annoys you I won’t do it’. my god she’s clingy. like ok the other day about a wk. ago. I left my room which we were both in to get some space and she came out into the living room where I was. ok I left to get away from her. and I told her I didn’t want to talk about something and she goes ‘I know but we need to’ and then went on about it for 5 mins. explaining her side. if i’m already annoyed then give me some fukin space. don’t keep pushing me to talk. ‘oh what’s wrong/I know you’re uncomfortable so let’s talk about it’. no. the more im pushed in that regard the less i’ll do. it’s like I almost don’t need to say anything w/ the way she keeps telling me how I feel. it’s like. i’m not being acknowledged. I know she cares but that’s not how I see it. I see it as omygodshe’s really fukin clingy. and annoying. sometimes........I get so annoyed that I want to start doing that to her. like be all ‘I know it makes you uncomfortable so let’s talk about it’ and do it to her as many times as she has to me. but idinno if it would annoy her, so.
she’s so. damn happy. and I don’t relate to her so to be perfectlyhonest sometimes I intentionally annoy her so that she seems..........human. i’m not exactly proud of that.
oh and here’s the other thing she does. which isn’t all that annoying. she’ll ask yes or no questions. like if I went to a movie for instance instead of going ‘how was it?’ she’ll go ‘was it good?’ uh well...........I didn’t not. like the movie.
yeah so. this is why I haven’t opened up to her. bc she always wants to talk about things. sometimes it’s good to not talk about things. for those things to go unnoticed. my mom’s not cligy like that and thank god. I mean there are things my mom does I don’t like but that’s not one of them. no if I have an issue then my mom knows I have the option of coming to her. she doesn’t keep pushin me to talk.
so like I said i’m just bitching. i’m not going to do anything about this cause of what I’ve already stated.

oh also she doesn’t appear *to have tact.