*insert todays date here* in meh...

I use to be witty.
I use to have words.
Now I’m all just surface.
I’m just surface because I’m not as deep as I thought I was. Maybe I’m just deep about the things that matter to me. Perhaps. I don’t know.
I’m not stupid. I’m smart somewhere.
I think in the vein of trying to not be that know it all that knows it all, I may have dumbed myself down and it stuck.
I tell young people all the time to question things.
I didn’t question much when I was young which is why I now find me searching.
What am I looking for?
I don’t know.
What are any of us looking for?

Just thoughts today.
Just randomness.

I’m hungry. Don’t want to spend lots of money ordering food in, don’t want to walk anywhere I can’t get back from.

Sounds like I have a date with the vending machine in the next building.

I’m tired of people getting shot by police, by each other.
I’m tired of people pulling out cell phones to record images they are going to only get rid of to make space for something else. Horrible mementos that will mean nothing to them.

I don’t like that I can’t small talk or “schmooze”.

My corner bar is closing. I don’t know why. Thursday is the last day. Last taco Thursday. I’ll be there. Hate to see it go.

Maybe I’ll save my money for that.

Well, off to the vending machine with me.

Kindest regards that I can muster,
Sister