I Think I'm Awake Enough Now in meh...

I didn’t really want to say much.
I’m feeling so tired. I don’t know why this week feels like it’s been rough on me. I know I’m in need of a vacation. Well, just time off work. The first two days I would just sleep and schizophrenically flip channels like I always do when there’s nothing to hold my interest.

I need to workout but I don’t have the motivation.
I think the last time, when I was working out and lost that weight and felt great about me, I was doing it for the wrong reason. That wrong reason broke my heart and I got fat all over again.

I still need to order a cycling trainer to at least ride my bike in the house and get my “spinning” legs wet. Too many hills in my neighrbohood for me to tackle like a champ just yet. Last time I rode my bike, my butt muscles were sore for like 2 weeks. LOL Pitiful shame I know.

I need instructions. I need a schedule. One that tells me what to eat all day long and my exercise routine. It is getting warmer out now though it was cold yesterday. I need to get some new shoes and start walking first. That’s how I started last time. Poor man’s work out. Walking the neighborhood. Lose weight, then start running again, lose more weight. Ride my bike in between. Sounds like a plan, just need to impliment it.

And now I’m ready to fall back to sleep. lol

Got :30 more mins. Thank the heavens for that.
Take care.

Kindest regards,
Sister