douchebag cleanse in All of Me

If you knew me from long ago ,you know that I have a boy who comes back like a cockroach,one I allow back .

If you know me now ,you know me as someone who is strong and someone who should never settle for less than that which is deserved.

So ,here I am ,attempting once again . one day at a time ,but my short term goal is 30 days of no contact .

Today is day two !I feel content.I feel refreshed.I am alone in my own bed and I feel comfortable!One pup curled at my feet while the other is sprawled out on the other side of the bed -the side that a certain douchebag used to frequent ,and I would fall asleep,cuddled up close-a false sense of security ,closeness based on deception.

I love my job. I have a great career at the hospital. I am not bad to look at and I can hold a conversation with anyone .There is no reason for me to keep doing this.

I turn thirty November 20 .

I’m not saying I want a relationship,however, I would prefer complete solitude to being treated like this .

Right now I feel content…that’s all .

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