Been Waiting For This in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown

I dreamed that I relapsed.

In the dream I was walking around downtown on a slow night, came across a bar that is now closed down but I used to frequent back in the day. I went in, sat at a table and ordered up a beer. Even in the dream I heard the little voice saying, “Jesse, this is bad. You’re undoing everything you have worked for.”

Just glad that I wake up to the real world and I’m still sober.