Qutting my job. in Since OD is shutting down....

Yup. It’s true. I got into it with that girl last night because she embarrassed me, wouldn’t let me cash myself out, wouldn’t listen when I was just trying to ask about something, was a complete fucking twat and I can’t deal with it anymore. The silent treatment after a year was plenty and after last night, it’s just time to deuce. I left work super upset and drove down the street to another restaurant where I will do the exact same thing just for more money and nobody who will give me the silent treatment and got hired. I interviewed earlier today but just have to wait on my background check and he said that if I don’t hear from him by Tuesday to call him.

They don’t know I’m quitting. I text the boss last night to say that I needed today off and she said no basically so this morning everyone was blowing up my phone wondering where I was so I just didn’t respond until after my interview (as I still need a job) and she said I work 4-7 tonight and she will be the one to cash me out when I am a supposed “manager” so I’m not sure how I got my balls cut off but in a few days I won’t have to worry about it anymore so I don’t care. I’m just so over that place and all the bullshit that goes with it.

It’s just crazy how rude and disrespectful she was being and I WILL NOT allow myself to be put in that kind of position again. It was absolutely bullshit how she talked to me all because she was the “boss” for the night and how she thought I was just gonna deal with it! At some point she threatened to write me up so I kept taunting her asking her to write me up and asking her if she was going to spank me. I know not the most mature thing I could have done but she was fucking pissing me off something fierce! I have never had someone make me as mad as she did last night and I think that it would be in my best interest to find another job before I end up kicking her fucking face in.

I know that there will be bullshit at the new job but I have to leave where I’m at. I seriously can’t handle being talked to by her and the teenagers like I’ve put up with everyday since I started anymore. I’m tired of having my days ruined because I get to work and put up with shitty attitudes and rude ass people who hate their lives. I just have to move on. I’m not thrilled to be the new kid somewhere else and have to learn all new things, take out facial piercings and have an actual dress code but I am excited to meet all new people and learn a new business. I’m more excited than I am nervous which is a good thing.

I met a guy the other night that works where I’m going to start soon and he told me all about it so I already have a good idea of how things go. I’m happy that I will make $8.50 an hour and I mentioned how I’m kind of a manager where I’m at and that if I want, I can become one there after I get my foot in the door. That makes me very happy because maybe I’ll get a real promotion and people will actually listen to me and take me seriously as an authority figure!!!!

It’s crazy how one day, one moment can truly change everything. I understand now more than ever about everything happening for a reason. I’m glad that all that went down last night because it’s the push I need to get into bigger and better things. I am really excited about getting away from that place and making enough money hourly that I wouldn’t have to pull down a shit ton of hours every week or else I’m not going to make it. I’m so tired of having to constantly worry about money because I’m paid a ridiculous wage!!! I honestly don’t hate this girl whatsoever but I’m definitely ready to get away from her and all the other people who talk to me like I’m nothing!

I am just trying to relax before I go to work. I guess I have to stop at the boss’s house to get her shoes or some shit but I’m going to let her know that I’m no longer going to pour beer or do anything that is out of my job description anymore since I have no real authority. It just kills me how much shit I do for how little I’m paid and not only have a heavy work load but put up with being talked to in such a disrespectful way! No fucking thanks!

It’s time for me to go on and make big girl money. I think what happened last night was the wake up call I needed. I had a girl that I work with message me over Facebook trying to dig about what happened last night and I told her that everyone needs to just worry about themselves. If I get to work and it’s just drama and gossip related talk, I’m going to get really pissed and become a super bitch. I am trying to just put it all behind me and I just hope tomorrow will be the last day that I have to work there. I just want to leave it all behind me and go on with my life now.

I’m gonna just sit here and think for a few and then get my ass to work.