Eric is a fucking psyco~! in Since OD is shutting down....

Alright so Eric will text about everyday and most of the time I just blow him off as I’ve known he’s kinda mean and emotionally unstable. Well yesterday he asked if I was seeing someone and I am honest and tell him yes. It became a fucking shit storm for the rest of the night. He talked to me the same way my ex John did. I was called a fat, ugly whore, he was glad he never fell in love with me, blah blah blah and I was at work so I was just trying to blow it off as I was stressed out enough. Well he later on texted me saying that his brother called me a mistake and I finally lost it. I told him I didn’t want anything more to do with him and I was going to call the police. That of course didn’t stop him and he kept texting after that. Well I asked everyone at work if they knew of a good app for blocking numbers and no one did. Finally someone suggested that I just uninstall my messaging app all together which would mean no one would be able to text me. Um, no. Then I remember I can manage my Verizon account online and decided to see if I could block in on there. Well I didn’t get shit for sleep last night because I was still upset about all of this and worried I wasn’t going to be able to block him. It’s now almost 7am and I called Verizon and they said I’m not able to block numbers because I’m pre-pay!

I sat here for a couple of minutes trying to decide if I wanted to change my number as I’ve had it for 10 months now and for me that’s a long time to have the same number but then it’s like I have a lot of people that don’t need to have it anymore and went ahead and changed it. I had the choice of just keep my number and just hope he leaves me alone (which he hasn’t since I met him) or change my number and have the peace of mind of no longer receiving hateful, abusive text messages. I am so angry that this guy turned out to be this way but I’m more angry that I’ve had my whole world turned upside down because he wouldn’t just fuckin leave me alone! I don’t know why when you tell someone to leave you alone, it provokes them to keep bugging you!!!!!!

Super sleep deprived as I didn’t get shit for sleep worrying about this shit (I didn’t want to change my number) and kept fucking shit up for work because his text were so upsetting. I think it’s bullshit when people KNOW you are at work and text you evil shit! I’m at a disadvantage because I’m working and can’t pay attention to my phone every second but then to check my phone just to have someone tell me that I’m a whore and a string of a bunch of mean shit just makes me super angry. I was so pissed last night that I wanted to go find it and smash his fucking face in! Since I’ve broken up with John, I honestly believed I was done dealing with crazy ass motherfuckers! It’s absolutely shocking how crazy and mean this guy was and not only wouldn’t leave me alone but said something about how he wanted to invite me to the fights tomorrow night but I ‘fucked’ around on him?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I am so sorry I ever met him but now at least I won’t have to worry about hearing from him anymore. Whether I would have met Brian or not, I still would have blown him off because I wasn’t romantically into him, didn’t ever want to hang out and knew that he had some issues. I remember the other night when I was managing and he was even being mean then and I should have nipped shit in the ass then but I was at work and just exhausted. I honestly felt he would just get the hint and go away when I just didn’t respond but then last night was more than I could fucking handle. I know I didn’t deserve the things he was saying to me and even with me asking nicely for him to leave me alone, he just got more nutty!! I don’t know how he thought calling me a fat ugly whore and then asking me inadvertently to attend the fights with him would be acceptable but there’s no way I’d ever go anywhere with him again! Where the fuck do people think that when they behave this way that you should just put up with it?!?!?!?!?!

Ugh, I’m so upset about this and I now get to work a 10 hour shift starting in about 3 hours. I hope this guy is truly pleased with himself for the headache he’s put me through. It’s just absolutely bullshit how evil people are. I know when someone blows me off, I just leave them alone or if they tell me to go away then I do. I never keep bothering someone, especially to the point of them threatening the cops! But that’s not even that scary of a threat anymore as the cops won’t do shit! They will tell you it’s a civil matter and to change your number. It’s seriously bullshit how much people get away with in this day and age! I don’t know why it’s so fun to just harass someone! He even asked at some point if I was crying, laughing, or plotting to hurt him and I didn’t respond but then kept texting me all fucking night?!?!?!?!!?

I seem to be a nut magnet. I have come across some of the craziest people on Earth and I’m just fucking over it! I really hope this Brian guy won’t ever act this way too. I don’t see it in him at all but I’m not at all trusting anymore either.

Yesterday I text him and told him what was going on and he said that Eric is fucking dead and he will take care of it if I wanted him to but I said no as I was too worried Eric would tell him we had sex and that would send me over the fucking edge. I’m sorry I ever met him, more sorry that we had sex, and now I just want to forget I ever had anything to do with him. I’m done and over it. I just hope to God he doesn’t start stalking me or do something to my car. I worry about shit like that because people like that never completely go away.

I’ve spent about an hour an a half now changing my number and now my phone doesn’t work. I’m going to flip the fuck out. I know Brian has probably text me by now and is probably wondering what the fuck is going on and I just want to have a working phone so I can send everyone my new number and start the hassle to making sure everyone who needs my number gets it.

Time to get ready for work.