all it did was make her stop in NoJoMo 2016

My mood has been crap all day long. I get so tired of worrying about other peoples moods, of stepping on toes, of upsetting others, I upset myself. Patience wears thin, I forget things, I get clutzy because I am not paying attention. All my thoughts turn inward to the dark and angry place.

Doesn't help that I quit smoking. At least when I was smoking, I could have a calming nicotine fix. I can't do that any longer.

And, I can't very well exercise the mood away being only a week post-op.

So I sit here, and stew and think a lot of "fuck you"s towards people.

I am hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Not sure what I'll do if it isn't.