I got my Belviq!!!! in Since OD is shutting down....

Yesterday ended up being a pretty decent day even though I didn’t make shit for tips. I got off work about 11:30 and slept like a fucking rock. My nurse called me back while I was at work saying that they wrote me a prescription to take to the pharmacy for a free 14 day trial of my Belviq which I just got from Walmart! The only downside is that I don’t know if my insurance is going to cover it or not. I talked to them and I have to have my doctor go to their website and fill out a pre-authorization form and hopefully my insurance will cover it or else it’s a spendy little medication! I went to the website and printed out a coupon card where it might only be $75 provided I don’t have state healthcare which I do but hopefully that will be overlooked or something. All I know is if this medication works, I will have to have it even if i pay a good chunk for it. I just took the first one and apparently you take 2 a day, roughly 12 hours apart so I’ll take another one when I get home tonight.

I’m not going to worry about it right now but I’m just going to pray that I will be able to afford it as I’ve heard amazing things about this medication and could really use some help getting the weight off. I honestly have everything I could want right now that I have control over, except my weight so I hope this stuff works, along with diet and exercise. I’m also sitting here hoping to God my treadmill shows up before I have to leave for work in 2 and half hours.

I didn’t go to class this morning as I just didn’t want to deal with it and honestly, didn’t fucking care. I’m still trying to catch up on sleep and I know that if I did go, I would just be pissed off as she was going to make us participate with proofreading shit on the projector and I just wasn’t into it. I slept really good and didn’t even wake up until after 9am anyways. I got my prescription and went up to Walmart to have that filled and bought a bunch of stuff for my niece, as her party is on Saturday. I took pictures of the stuff I bought and sent them to her Dad. I’m going to have him come get her stuff as I’m still not planning on attending her party.

Work has sucked all week and now it looks like that girl that I hate will be managing tonight so I’m trying to see if I can work at our other store but so far my boss hasn’t answered my text. I just hate working with her as I get sick of being ignored and I’m just afraid that she’s going to piss me off and I’m gonna fucking snap and I can’t do that as I need my job. I just hope she’ll just fucking stay out of my way.

I’m stressed worrying about my Belviq as if I have to pay too much out of pocket, I won’t be able to afford it. I just hate waiting to know what’s going to happen because I am a very impatient person. I already had to wait 5 weeks to get it and it’s only a 2 week trial. FUCK!

Oh and I’m completely done with Eric. He text me last night when I was at work grumpy, tired as fuck, sick of hearing everyone complain…he said, “so that’s it then, your just gonna use me and throw me away” and I respond with, “first you tell me I have issues and now you say I used you” and he says, “your demanding and pouty” and I wrote back, “ok well then leave me alone!” and then he says, “ok fine I will” so hopefully he actually will too as I still don’t have a way to block numbers and really don’t want to change my number as I’m waiting for the courthouse to call and let me know when my personalized plates will be here. I just don’t know exactly what happened with Eric and I honestly don’t care because he’s got his own issues. He seems a lot like my ex where he just wants someone to criticize and be mean to and I’m not the kind of girl that’s going to put up with that again. I mean how rude can someone be and what the fuck did he expect me to say? I honestly don’t believe I’m pouty or demanding nor do I believe we hung out enough for him to have that type of opinion of me so I find it super disrespectful of him and I already had an inkling he was kinda judgmental anyway and this is the icing on the fucking cake. I don’t have a boyfriend as I don’t want someone to argue with and that’s why I chose to tell him to leave me alone. Eric gives me the impression that he just wants someone to argue with and guess what? It’s not gonna be me!

So now I’m just annoyed because I don’t think my treadmill is going to come before I have to leave for work so that means it will probably come tomorrow and I have a class and then have to work all day so hopefully it will come here soon or it’s probably gonna have to wait until Saturday or next week. I just hate waiting. It’s driving me crazy! I got my punching bag but haven’t had the chance to set it up yet and I also want to move my stereo into my spare bedroom and make that my work out room. I just want to start working out and getting my body back to where I can feel good about myself.

I’m anxious to get to work and put money in my pocket. I don’t have all of my car payment from not making anything on Tuesday night and last night I only made like $40. I still want another $60 for car payment. I’m thankful I work all day tomorrow as I need the money and I may see if I can work Saturday during the day until like 4 or so and maybe longer if my brother doesn’t bug me to come to the birthday party. I would like to see her open her presents and stuff but I just don’t want to be around my brother. I can’t fucking stand him.

My treadmill came but now I’m gonna need help setting it up as I don’t think I can do it by myself. It’s super heavy and it took everything I had to move it from outside my front door to the middle of my living room which was like 4 feet so I’m gonna see if my brother can possibly help me on Saturday. I’m super excited that it’s here and I’m hoping to do about 2 miles a day to start and see how that goes. I have my concerns because of my plantar fasciitis. I am hoping that once I start walking that it will start to improve and once I stop dropping weight, it will get better. My feet don’t hurt too much these days due to wearing shoes with memory foam but I’m hoping they will stop hurting all together once I start getting my body stronger by working out.

Leaving for work soon. I’m in a pretty good mood so hopefully work will be fun tonight. Thursday nights are usually pretty busy and I always make a decent chunk so I’m looking forward to my night. My boss never did text back so I’m stuck working with that bitch I don’t like but oh well.

Time to get ready and head out.