things i'm about lately in furious, fragile, and free

-complaining to my best friend about how I’m single and how I don’t want to talk to anyone and her saying I need to put myself out there and me saying or nah
-going grocery shopping and buying lots of delicious healthy(?) food but then coming home too exhausted to do anything so I just eat pizza rolls
-not doing any homework and just laying on the couch watching Friends until I hate myself and fall asleep
-having 7 different tabs for internship applications open on my laptop that are all due friday
-complaining about my major and my department during coffee breaks
-walking home listening to Hozier and taking deep breaths of cool night air

Is adulthood just perpetually not having your shit together?