bitter cold in Torridaussity Two

 So it's been with the wind chills as low as -40 here over the past few days.  Coldest temps I have ever been in.  The weather has matched my mood cold and bitter.
 I was supposed to have a date of sorts with my best guy friend on Valentine's and he had to cancel so instead of looking forward to his visit and not being alone I spent it alone and sick.  I survived though it really is just another day.  As for life in general work has been aggravating me because they keep making us jump through more and more hoops with more and more paperwork and no increase in pay.  So that's bugging me.

 My mom is being forced to retire in June and she has to work so she will be looking for a new job she is 68.  It won't be easy to find a job she will be able to do.  I am more than mildly pissed with her employer and how they have treated her because of her medical issues.  She has made peace with things, but I have not. I worry about my parents they have little money because my dad's company that he had worked for went bankrupt and most of his savings was in their stock so they lost a lot of it.

 The most major thing on my mind is tomorrow my grandfather is having major heart surgery and it could go many ways to great to us losing him.  So please pray for him tomorrow or send good thoughts if you would.

 I am trying to be positive and let the stress go, but I am pretty sure that's why I finally got sick.  I haven't been taking care of myself and being around sick kids, sick clients, and sick family it finally got me.  I hope you are all doing well and like I said please think of my grandpa tomorrow if you can. Love you all.