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Waiting for Test Results in Still Listening to Spirit

  • Jan. 18, 2015, 7:33 a.m.
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The hospital gave me a copy of the findings of my endoscope, not that I can tell much from what is said. I have NOT googled this or any other malady. I do not want to know until a doctor tells me what is what and what’s next.

Were I to imagine what is next, logically it would be surgery to remove those pesky growths on my pancreas. The how, when, etc. of it I will not know until my appointment with the surgeon late Tuesday afternoon.

I spent most of today dozing, either in my bed or in the common room. Very comft chair there that I dozed in last night after I was prowling around at 2am. Good for me to get more rest. As well, I have been concentrating on rehydrating and that’s a challenge.

This evening I was picked up by Madame and Bethany and Grayson and we drove to the Red Robin where Gary H was treating the robotics team to a meal. That’s 21 people all together, adult chaparones and kids on the team.

The kids took 2nd place in State this year. They do not yet know where they will go next, St. Louis or Toronto for a ‘world’ competition.

Bethany urged me to use her to go places, emphasizing again that she is doing nothing during the day. I iwll. Grayson, Bethany’s son, is a cutie and will turn heads as he grows and matures. I sat and thought about what Dennis H, our dear departed friend and didn’t live to see his grandson, would have thought about this beautiful boy. He was and likely is very proud.

The dinner was way too long, waiting for the whole team to arrive, everyone eating appetizers Madame ordered and so on. Took from 5pm to 8pm before I had had enough and Madame noticed. Bethany was ready to take her son home and to bed. I told her I figured the oldest and the youngest persons at the table would tire out first.

That’s about all I have. I have located the laundry and will do some clothes tomorrow, or maybe at 2am? I have Sunday, Monday stretched out before me. I do not want to shop, although this would be the opportune time to get some clothes that fit, at least some jeans/pants. I’ll just see how I feel. It won’t be on Sunday, I’ll wait for everyone to go back to work before i shop.

That’s all I have, all your prayers and notes are buoying me up. Blessed be!


Deleted user January 18, 2015

Just found this. Where have you been? Why does the prosebook "Favourites" button keep undoing itself?

Never mind.

I am holding you in light, dear woman.

noko January 18, 2015

I am glad you are in a comfortable place to do the waiting and had an opportunity to visit with some young folks you know but I wish it had been a little taxing... All the best your way.

elaine2 January 18, 2015

Sending you positive thoughts from the Atlantic side. Glad you have a warm, comfortable place to burrow into for a bit.

Meraki January 18, 2015

You definitely have our prayers as well!

MageB January 18, 2015

You know I send tons of prayers. I also know shopping takes a lot of energy. If your friend can take you shopping, go ahead and try for pants. Take it easy...and I appreciaate you stopping by. Hugs and love.

Hillbilly Princess January 20, 2015

ODSago January 23, 2015

Waiting for more news and sending love. Love the dinner report, was wondering if there were excursions for you from the place you are staying, which sounds wonderful.

Everything Good Rebecca January 24, 2015

Positive here, which must be helping your healing. I continue to pray and am as always, glad to read your update!

noko February 06, 2015

I am thinking about you every darn day and hope you are comfortable and surrounded by love.

cinderly February 10, 2015

I am glad you are surrounded by people who will watch out for you. Let them, and know your net of love and hope is a wide one, indeed.

ODSago February 15, 2015

Thinking of you tonight. Wondering how you are and sending my best.

ODSago February 17, 2015

Still holding your situation in my heart and hoping you see some improvement.

Spilledperfume February 18, 2015

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

MageB February 24, 2015

I am still listening to the wind dear you. Lots of thoughts, prayers, and light coming your way.

MageB March 09, 2015

I stop in to see you on Facebook almost every day, and I am here. I worry. You know me. Lots of prayers and white light coming your way. I care.

MageB March 15, 2015

I'll take you with me to my Sunday night meeting. Many hugs.

MageB March 18, 2015

A morning hug.

MageB March 19, 2015

An evening dose of light and hugs.

Everything Good Rebecca April 01, 2015

I've been missing you and praying for you so much lately. Hope you are doing well and I do look forward to whatever updates are coming in the hopefully near future. Miss you so much!!

noko April 08, 2015

Thinking of you always.

MageB April 10, 2015

Still keeping you in my thoughts. Care and love...........Mage

MageB April 13, 2015

Loving you.

Linda April 17, 2015

I've been absent from Prosebox and didn't know of your illness until I saw a note by your husband on Facebook. I'm so sorry you are suffering. I'm so sorry you have to deal with such a major illness. My deepest and most sincere prayers go your way. You have always been such a great inspiration, Cindy. You're one of the good ones. Much love.

MageB April 18, 2015

Me too....lots of love and prayers.

Redcat April 21, 2015

I, too, am late hearing of this news. Wish I had known much sooner. Praying for you nightly, Cindy. Much love and hugs to you.

MageB April 24, 2015

Golden happy thoughts coming your way today. Hugs too.

Spilledperfume April 25, 2015

Just checking in with you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

MageB April 26, 2015

Hugs.

MageB May 04, 2015

More hugs and a few prayers.

MageB May 07, 2015

Hugs and love and I hope Bill knows about this site.

Spilledperfume May 10, 2015

Just stopping by to let you know that you're in my thoughts & prayers. I'm not on Facebook so I can't stop by and check on you there.

Everything Good Rebecca May 14, 2015

Missing you and praying still.

MageB May 15, 2015

I hope you can get all these great notes printed out so you can read them. More hugs.

Deleted user May 16, 2015

Oh, my dear, another friend drew my attention to your continued illness. I'm so sorry not to have noticed that your diary never seems to light up the Favourites or bookmarks or whatever. I'm dreadfully sorry to have the news that you are not at all well. As you know, saying prayers is kind of not my thing, but I hold you in my heart, dear woman.

Spilledperfume May 29, 2015

Love & prayers for you.

MageB May 29, 2015

Cindy died yesterday, and the world is a much smaller place.

Everything Good Rebecca MageB ⋅ June 11, 2015

Thank you for telling us. She is missed and I trust she is in her eternal home and at peace with no pain.

cinderly MageB ⋅ June 26, 2015

Thank you for sharing this news. I wish it weren't so. :-(

MageB June 14, 2015

Good bye my friend.

ODSago June 29, 2015

Yes, I, too want to say Goodbye here to her.

Spilledperfume July 01, 2015

Good bye Cindy, I hope that you are at peace.

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