The New and Improved Plan in Still Listening to Spirit
- Jan. 9, 2015, 3:23 a.m.
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The doctor from Juneau called me today to check in. Matt is his name. He told me that even though I have signed up for health insurance which will kick in 2-1-2015, I should get to Anchorage as soon as possible. He explained, in case I missed it, that this is my pancreas with a growth on it. He also pointed out that the people in Anchorage are generous wiwth their time and talents and I would fall into good hands there.
I called Lynne next. She further explained that this was nothing to mess around with and I should get cracking. Lynne said days sor weeks could make the difference between life and death if it was cancer.
So, I went downstairs and dropped the “C” bomb on Bill. Told him I wsas going to Anchorage as soon as I could.
Air fare for a ticket from Juneau to Anchorage round trip is $662.xx That’s with the 30% discount an Alaska resident gets if they are a member of the 49 Club, which I am with Alaska Airlines. I will fly out of Juneau Monday. Ferry to Juneau Sunday leaves here at 4:45p and 8 or so hours later I will be in Juneau at the Super 8 for the night.
Ducks in a row there. As to doing this alone, it looks like I will continue to have to be my own best friend. Traci said she couldn’t come because her husband will be out of town next week. I didn’t even think that she should come.... She said, what about Dear Linda, or Nita? Crazy? Maybe
I looked into air fares. Wichita to Anchorage $1227.xx, Kansas City to Anchorage? $540 round trip! WTH? They obviously have seats they want to fill on short notice.
Tomorrow I expect a call back from Matt, or I will call him Saturday, his office is open 1/2 day on Saturday. Lynne said I should have himi do the referrals and such. Good idea, especially since the Clinic is still understaffed.
I am in quite a bit of pain tonight. Not enough to take anything that will ‘bind me up’, but enough that I am heading down to take another hot shower as it does help.
Keep me in your prayers you all. Dear Linda was sorely tempted to come to Anchorage with me but she has so many commitments with a job and other things, she reluctantly and apologetically declined. Air fare too much for Nita from NC< I didn’t even call her.
It is all good, just as it is supposed to be tonight as I write. Blessed be!
Katren...In Conclusion ⋅ January 09, 2015
Best to you. May you soon be home and enjoying retirement.
Silent Echo/Quiet Storm ⋅ January 09, 2015
you have my prayers for no cancer and whatever it is to be taken care of quickly and as painlessly as possible. take care,
Kimber ⋅ January 09, 2015
Keeping you in my thoughts.
(( hugs ))
noko ⋅ January 09, 2015
You got it, prayers and as clear headed as possible thoughts your way. I also hope that as the weekend unrolls more good ideas of support appear for you on this new sidetrack on your journey. I am so sorry you are still in pain. They are very careful about using the C word these days and it is always good to get it confirmed. Whatever occurs I will be thinking of you (and missing you here) every day.
ODSago ⋅ January 09, 2015
Honestly I want to repeat all that Noko wrote. I am so glad you are going ASAP. Been worried about that diagnosis and the delay. Holding you in my heart and repeatedly thinking of you and picturing the best outcome. Love...
Everything Good Rebecca ⋅ January 09, 2015
I'm sorry you'll apparently be going to Juneau and Anchorage alone, but yes, going is the key thing here. I know Alaska is still Alaska, but we do have excellent and caring medical professionals who are here because they love this state and they love people, just like good doctors elsewhere. Anyway, I'm definitely praying and will continue to do so! It seems that just maybe this time you are going to have to go it alone is going to be a time of special closeness with your own spirit and with that Higher Power who is also your friend and guide. I admit I wish I could be with you (Anchorage is only 250 miles from me, after all) but this is your path and I'm so thankful for Matt and Lynn and for you actually going. This seems right, yes.
MageB ⋅ January 09, 2015
You are not alone. God is with you, the dic is with you, and you are taking all the right actions. I'm very proud of you. Prayers indeed.
Daisy Mae ⋅ January 09, 2015
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Safe travels and much healing.
noko ⋅ January 13, 2015
Thinking of you today big time.