I don't want to do this today. in In My World

I’m having a really bad day.

My boyfriend isn’t texting me back, probably busy with something.

The only other person I’ve talked to all week is sleeping and I don’t want to dump this on him anyway.

I haven’t slept since yesterday, and I only slept 4ish hours to begin with.

I just feel like crying. A lot. Until it doesn’t hurt anymore. But I don’t know what hurts to begin with

So I’m under a blanket in my living room with my brother loudly playing video games while the rest of my family is outside talking about some family shit.

My sister is acting like she’s the best person in the world because she’s “the most accepting person ever” or some bullshit.

Apparently I don’t get to know information but she does?

Really I’m just in a shitty mood.

I want to cry.

Merry Fucking Christmas Eve.