Pink Headband in Hello

Over winter break I had a lot of time to myself. Got a little…lonely…there for a while. I don’t know if I’m feeling stressed or bored or…what? Agitated some days…it’s a hard feeling to describe.

I’ve been moved on machines at work. So I have gone back to, “hit or miss,” on some parts that have gone through to QA. If it weren’t for those snafu’s…I’d have a full time job now. My pay would have increased. I would have had insurance…and probably a job…career....for the rest of my life. I haven’t told anyone about that…it has definitely been on my mind. The jealousy bug has bit me on the ass as well. A guy…this kid…from school graduated and was hired into a full time position on the spot. He’s never had a job before…it boils me on the inside and I have to come to terms with it.

Spring semester has started.

Winter’s demise, Spring’s rise
Oh such a pretty time for thee

In the end though…I just want my own pink headband.